Friday, June 6, 2008

Meaningless!



"Light is sweet,

And it pleases the eyes to see the sun.
However many years and man may live,
Let him enjoy them all.
But let him remember the days of darkness,
for they will be many.
Everything to come is meaningless."

Ecclesiastes 11: 7-8


So here it is. My journey through a new start at life. A new young woman starting her life in the the big city of Los Angeles. Here is where you can keep up with the journey and the happenings of my so called “amazing” life.

What’s funny is how some of my friends find themselves saying I’m going to become famous one day, my name will be on the “big” screen, and how they’ll all be able to say they know me. It feels good to know people believe in me enough to think I will one day become some big name in Hollywood. But the truth is my name is just a name. Nothing more. When I die, it will be nothing more than a unique word that defined me and my personality from all the other people in this world. My main mission in life now is living for the real TRUTH. The truth is that Jesus is the name that will never be forgotten for years to come. Jesus is the name on the big screen in this life, the multi- talented director, producer, writer, actor, musician, the composer to the sountrack of our lives. He deserves all the academy, oscars, grammys, standing ovations. He is the ONE who we can look at and say, “I know HIM!!!” I want to spread the word, and Hollywood won’t like that, but I’ve been called, and I’m not bringing sexy back, I’m bringing classy back. I’m bringing the word back.


"Meaningless! Meaningless!" says the Teacher.
"Everything is meaningless!"
Ecclesiastes 12:8


I have recently come to see my life as something I tend to take fore-granted, a lot. I don’t see the great expectations God has designed me to become like other people see. I don’t always see what things I really am blessed with let alone the people in my life who have provided for me. I’ve always had the “I don’t care, get over it” attitude and I’ve decided now is the time to become that woman my Heavenly Father has created me to be. So I will be the first to admit that these new challenges in my new journey aren’t always going to be jaw dropping, glamorous, or exciting, these are going to be the new growing pains of adulthood. These will be my defining moments in my walk with Christ and in my walk through Hollywood. I may be alone, and it may be difficult, but I have His Word and that's all that matters.

So may you find these blahgs an interesting escape from the everyday world and an inside to my new life. :-)


"The people walking in darkness
have seen a great light;
on those living in the land of the shadow of death
a light has dawned."
Isaiah 9:2

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